my parents are moving things around upstairs….
And apparently there are mysterious jingle bells in my ceiling? Every time they move something, I hear them.
And apparently there are mysterious jingle bells in my ceiling? Every time they move something, I hear them.
(via f-o-r-e-v-e-r-t-h-i-n)
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I was scrolling through someones blog, and when I clicked the reblog button, a screen popped up that said my account had been deleted. God, I freaked out. S’all good though, but did that happen to anyone else recently?
The amount of notes this picture should have is 0. Not over 12,000.
^^ this makes me sad…. its sad how many people have been told to go die, well you know what? don’t go die, live, live because you’re worth it, live because people care, live because its you’re life, live the way you want to and not how other people want you too
My grade 8 PRINCIPAL told me to kill myself…
^^^^^^^^^ ok dude wtf
your principal should go to hell
mmk?
my mind tells me to kill myself too
(via whisperingmurder)
Quiz
Age: 14
Height: 5’4”
Weight: 117
Highest Weight: 120
Lowest Weight: 106
Goal Weight: 95
Favorite Diet Food: Water
Favorite Binge Food: Noodles
Favorite Exercise: pilates
When Did It Start?: when I got to middle school
Restricting/counting: counting, but not restricting because I’m a fat pig -_-
Does Anyone Know: Tumblr.
You Want Help: Help getting back on track
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day: depends
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? I look pregnant…but I’m not.
Are You In A Relationship: nopeeee
Are You Depressed: Yes
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: Yes
Ever Been To A Psychologist: yep
I AM-
[ ] anorexic
[x] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[x] thirsty
[ ] drinking something
[ ] under 100lbs
[ ] starving yourself
[ ] participating in a fast
OTHER PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[x] wish I’d eat more
[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia then maybe i would be a little more normal
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[ ]green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE -
[x] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes. (Not just sometimes. All the time)
[] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/had braces. (yay last 8ish years….)
[] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles
FAMILY -
[] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home
[] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I’ve had children.
[] I’ve lost a child.
EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[x] I’ve glued my hand to something
[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.
RELATIONSHIPS -
[x] I’m single
[] I’m in a relationship.
[] I’m engaged.
[] I’m married.
[] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
SEXUALITY -
[x] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.
HONESTY -
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[] I’ve been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES -
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem (all my normal shit at least)
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[] I’m addicted to self harm.
[] I’ve woken up crying
[x] I’ve lost weight
[x] I’ve gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
[] I’m at my thinnest
[] I’m at my biggest
[] I’ve lost weight and kept it off
[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back
[x] My weight affects my mood
[] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I’ve skipped a meal
[x] I’ve thrown food away
[] I’ve spit food out
[x] I’ve fasted
[] I’ve taken diet pills
[x] I’ve used laxatives
[] I’ve purged
[x] I exercise
[] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out secretly
[] I work out daily
[] I exercise to counteract eating
[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion
I’VE DONE -
[] Weed
[] Cigarettes
[x] Alcohol
[] Diet pills
[] Pain killers (been a daily thing lately…)
[] Anti-depressants
[] Ecstasy
[] LSD
[] Speed
[] Cocaine
[] Other (spice)
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a diet blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I’m doing this for me
[x] I’m doing this for someone
[] I’m doing this to prove myself
[] I’m doing this to get noticed